You know at 13 I thought I knew everything. My mom and I would go WEEKS without talking because I thought I didn't need her advice and she thought I was just a bitch. Then I turned 16 and realized that I hadn't exactly known everything in 7th grade, but that I DEFINITELY knew everything now. I thought she was nosy and overbearing and she thought I was ungrateful and naive. Add another 6 years to that equation and everything has done a complete 180. I KNOW SQUAT. I'm graduating from college in like 6 weeks and am completely petrified of what's to come. I WANT that guidance from my mother now. I WANT her to tell me which direction to go, which job path to take, which grad program to enroll in. I WANT her to run my life so that I don't have to risk completely messing everything up. I WANT independence more then anything, but I want that nod (shove/force/threat) in the right direction. I have never felt so lost before in my life.
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